'it' is like an ocean it embraces u & u feel purified but when u go too far u get more excited u tremble u feel dizzy because of too much happiness (am I the one that measures it?!) & cannot notice that waves become higher & stronger & they swallow u u cant breath anymore u dont exist any more u are part of the ocean and nothin else just a little drop as before in the beginnin of the story

p.s. u might have guessed what is 'it'