music is my boyfriend

No Fake Smiles, Please

2008-02-23T20:41:00.004+04:00

I was not a normal child: I did not want to go to circus like every child cuz I've always hated clowns I never believed in their stretched-to-red-chicks smile Clown is responsible for entertaining children with their jokes and tricks & tries to make laugh others but nobody asks whether he's in a mood of laughing at all I always doubted it..& regarded that in fact, they are very sad or unhappy and try to hide their tears under their funny mask I could see that even through their painted eyes p.s. lately I realized, that I am a clown myself maybe like everybody else on earth p.s.s. photo copied from dev iant art. com

amanda & ella ellaaaa

2007-08-16T23:24:00.000+04:00

stunning voice unforgetable performance sea of emotions ocean of positive energy luv ya amanda

but i'm a criiiiiiiiiiiiiip

but youve got the needle

I guess that's the point of it all

ellaa ellaaaaa

then i'll follow u into the dark

a coin-operated boy

Amanda Palmer at Spiegeltent Fringe Festival, Edinburgh, UK 15.08.07

cuz...

2007-08-11T19:30:00.000+04:00

არავის ვახსოვარ

იმიტომ რომ არავის ვჭირდები იმიტომ რომ უჩემოდაც კარგად არიან იმიტომ რომ მე უბრალოდ ტვინს ვტYნავ იმიტომ რომ უინტერესო ვარ იმიტომ რომ ერთფეროვანი ვარ იმიტომ რომ ბევრს ვყბედობ იმიტომ რომ მინდა ჩემი არსებობა გამცნოთ იმიტომ რომ ვერავინ მამჩნევს იმიტომ რომ გამჭვირვალე ვარ იმიტომ რომ ცარიელი ვარ ?! ან იმიტომ რომ უფერო ვარ თუ იმიტომ რომ რომ უსუნო ვარ?! აა, იმიტომ რომ უსახო ვარ ალბათ იმიტომ რომ უ-აზრ-ო ვარ და ამიტომაც ყველას ვკიდივარ იმიტომ რომ ყველა მკიდია და ამიტომაც ჩამოკიდების დროა

Sandy Denny _ A boxful of Treasures

2007-07-27T22:35:00.000+04:00

I will share my box of treasures with great pleasure with everybody who admires Sandy :)

Disc: 1 1. 3.10 to Yuma 2. She Moves Through the Fair (home recording) (Previously Unreleased) 3. Boxful of Treasure (home recording) (Previously Unreleased) 4. They Don't Seem to Know You (home recording) (Previously Unreleased) 5. Go Your Way My Love (home recording) 6. Geordie (home recording) 7. Been on the Road So Long 8. Alex Campbell & Friends - You Never Wanted Me 9. Alex Campbell & Friends - This Train 10. Sandy Denny & the Strawbs - Sail Away to the Sea 11. Sandy Denny & the Strawbs - Tell Me What You See In Me 12. Sandy Denny & the Strawbs - Who Knows Where the Time Goes? 13. Autopsy (demo) (Previously Unreleased) 14. Now and Then (demo) 15. Fairport Convention - I Don't Know Where I Stand (radio session) 16. Fairport Convention - Bird on a Wire (radio session) 17. Fairport Convention - Fotheringay 18. Fairport Convention - Nottamun Town 19. Fairport Convention - Meet on the Ledge Download CD I Disc: 2 1. Fairport Convention - Si Tu Dois Partir 2. Fairport Convention - Cajun Woman 3. Fairport Convention - The Ballad of Easy Rider 4. Fairport Convention - A Sailor's Life 5. Fairport Convention - Fairport Convention - Reynardine 6. Fairport Convention - Fairport Convention - Farewell Farewell 7. Fairport Convention - Tam Lin 8. Fairport Convention - Sir Patrick Spens (radio session) (Previously Unreleased) 9. Fotheringay - The Pond and the Stream 10. Fotheringay - The Sea 11. Fotheringay - The Banks of the Nile 12. Fotheringay - Silver Threads and Golden Needles (Previously Unreleased) 13. The Lowlands of Holland (radio session) 14. Fotheringay - Nothing More 15. Fotheringay - Gypsy Davey 16. Fotheringay - Late November Download CD II 1. The North Star Grassman and the Ravens 2. Next Time Around (alternate take without strings) (Previously Unreleased) 3. Blackwaterside 4. The Sea Captain 5. Ian Matthews - Thro' My Eyes 6. The Bunch - Learning the Game 7. Here In Silence 8. Bruton Town (radio session) 9. Sweet Rosemary (demo) (Previously Unreleased) 10. After Halloween (demo) 11. The Lady (demo) (Previously Unreleased) 12. The Music Weaver 13. Ecoute Ecoute 14. Quiet Joys of Brotherhood 15. It'll Take a Long Time 16. No End (solo alternate take) (Previously Unreleased) 17. Bushes and Briars (radio session) 18. Walking the Floor Over You Download CD III the rest is comin...

2007-06-27T23:43:00.000+04:00

The pioneers of psych folk from Edinburgh The Incredible String Band _ The Big Huge

Maya
Greatest Friend
The Son of Noah's Brother
Lordly Nightshade
The Mountain of God
Cousin Caterpillar
The Iron Stone
Douglas Traherne Harding
The Circle is Unbroken

The Incredible String Album _ The Incredible String Album

Side 1

* Maybe Someday
* October Song
* When The Music Starts To Play
* Schaeffer's Jig
* Womankind
* The Tree
* Whistle Tune
* Dandelion Blues

Side 2

How Happy I Am
Empty Pocket Blues
Smoke Shovelling Song
Can't Keep Me Here
Good As Gone
Footsteps Of The Heron
Niggertown
Everything's Fine Right Now

The Incredible String Band _ Hangman's Beautiful Daughter

Koeeaddi There
The Minotaur's Song
Witches Hat
A Very Cellular Song
Mercy I Cry City
Waltz Of The New Moon
The Water Song
Three Is A Green Crown
Swift As The Wind
Nightfall

2007-05-07T00:40:00.000+04:00

'it' is like an ocean it embraces u & u feel purified but when u go too far u get more excited u tremble u feel dizzy because of too much happiness (am I the one that measures it?!) & cannot notice that waves become higher & stronger & they swallow u u cant breath anymore u dont exist any more u are part of the ocean and nothin else just a little drop as before in the beginnin of the story

p.s. u might have guessed what is 'it'

hi-king! or hiking ?

2007-05-06T21:46:00.000+04:00

2007-05-04T01:20:00.000+04:00

Live at Sin-e' Legacy Edition Jeff Buckley - Vocals, Guitar Released 2003. Columbia Records. Recorded 1993 at Sin-E, NYC. Disc 1 Be Your Husband Lover, You Should Have Come Over Mojo Pin Grace Strange Fruit Night Flight If You Knew Unforgiven (Last Goodbye) Twelve Of Never Eternal Life Just Like A Woman Calling You/(written by Bob Telson) Disc 2 Yeh Jo Halka Halk Saroor Hai If You See Her Say Hello Dink's Song Drown In My Own Tears The Way Young Lovers Do Je N'en Connais Pas La Fin I Shall Be Released Sweet Thing Hallelujah part 1 (rapidshare) part 2 (sharebee) part 3 (mediafire)

gza

2007-05-02T01:54:00.000+04:00

on the way to skye

there were many bridges

in the middle of our journey & lochwhich one is real? this one ... or this one? none and both at the same time most arrogant beings on the isle i was waitin for u but u never came

intro

2007-05-01T15:16:00.000+04:00

mysterious isle of skye desert with too much water have u tried to capture the secret of loch? we did

FridayNOON:Freedom>Fly>SKYe !

2007-04-20T01:37:00.000+04:00

so.... my diary begins at the beginning of the journey on isle of skye wait for me and for my impressions and meanwhile listen to the music i shared generously with u it's really from my heart I'm usually so excited before the trips but today i seem to be sooooooo exhausted i can't even express myself properly but Easy Rider reaaaaaaally made my day! it's real hard to be free when you are bought and sold in the marketplace!

2007-04-19T03:53:00.000+04:00

II 1. "Dead Queen" – 8:13 2. "Widow's Weed" – 6:51 3. "Cruel Storm" – 5:17 4. "Children of Stone" – 8:54 5. "Mansfield and Cyclops" – 5:57 6. "Dead King" – 8:02 7. "Moon Occults the Sun" – 6:47 www.espers.org/ www.myspace.com/espers www.last.fm/music/Espers www.dragcity.com/bands/espers.html Download: http://www.mediafire.com/?3dyzgyvhydy

Catch me.Vol.II

2007-04-19T02:54:00.000+04:00

Dust in eyes Sugar in wine Cars in sky Love in vain
Theatre without actors

Life without you

Eyes without tears

Centuries without years
Sun in clouds Fish in aquarium Circus in opera Bird in cage
Heaven without God

Heart without love

Havana without Cuba

Humans without mercy
I don’t want this life You can have it

2007-04-18T15:28:00.000+04:00

Marissa again...

1. "Diamond Heart" – 3:47

2. "Dying Breed" – 3:38

3. "Mexican Summer" - 5:27

4. "Thinking of You" - 3:36

5. "Silvia" - 5:40

6. "Bird On Your Grave" - 5:02

7. "Rachel" - 4:20

8. "Feathers" - 3:59

9. "Famous Blue Raincoat" - 4:23

10. "My Love and I" - 3:32

11. "Leather Made Shoes" - 4:42

Songs III: Bird on the Water (2007): http://www.mediafire.com/?brgnyyoqdwy

2007-04-18T15:24:00.000+04:00

1. "Diamond Day" -1:47 2. "Glow Worms" -2:16 3. "Lilly Pond" -1:24 4. "Timothy Grub" -3:15 5. "Where I Like to Stand" (Vashti Bunyan/John James) -2:21 6. "Swallow Song" -2:16 7. "Window Over the Bay" (Vashti Bunyan/Robert Lewis) -1:47 8. "Rose Hip November" -2:27 9. "Come Wind Come Rain" -2:07 10. "Hebridean Sun" (Vashti Bunyan/Robert Lewis) -1:13 11. "Rainbow River" -3:22 12. "Trawlerman's Song" (Vashti Bunyan/Robert Lewis) -1:56 13. "Jog Along Bess" -3:36 14. "Iris's Song for Us" (Iris Macfarlane/Wally Dix) -1:33 15. "Love Song" (b-side to 1966 single "Train Song")1:58 16. "I'd Like to Walk Around in Your Mind" (an unreleased Immediate Records acetate) -2:15 17. "Winter is Blue" (an unreleased acetate from 1966, different from Tonite Let's All Make Love in London version) -1:48 18. "Iris's Song Version Two" (Vashti Bunyan/Iris Macfarlane/Wally Dix (an early alternate version) -2:31 Vashti Bunyan _ Just Another Diamond Day I part: http://www.mediafire.com/?bgwnnmhjtgm II part: http://www.mediafire.com/?81mzzdmz2yz III part: http://www.mediafire.com/?dtrrajkyzen

2007-04-18T15:19:00.001+04:00

dearest vashti and her album after 35 years of silence 1. "Lately" – 2:21 2. "Here Before" – 2:05 3. "Wayward" – 3:06 4. "Hidden" – 3:20 5. "Against the Sky" – 3:10 6. "Turning Backs" – 4:28 7. "If I Were" – 2:15 8. "Same but Different" – 3:38 9. "Brother" – 2:10 10. "Feet of Clay" – 4:29 11. "Wayward Hum" – 4:26 Vashti Bunyan _Lookaftering I part: http://www.mediafire.com/?etnibnmggil II part: http://www.mediafire.com/?ditgwudmin2

2007-04-18T15:16:00.000+04:00

1. "Fifty Five Falls" – 5:01 2. "Hay Tantos Muertos" – 2:51 3. "Stallions" – 3:11 4. "Undertaker" – 2:17 5. "Box of Cedar" – 4:39 6. "Bird Song" – 3:07 7. "Mayflower May" – 3:21 8. "Days of Rum" – 4:20 9. "Virginia" – 2:39 10. "Annabelle Lee" – 5:15 Ballads of Living and Dying (2004): http://www.mediafire.com/?5lzwr3wqdzz

2007-04-18T15:11:00.000+04:00

1. "Under an Old Umbrella" – 4:13 2. "The Little Famous Song" – 3:14 3. "Mr. John Lee (Velveteen Rose)" - 3:34 4. "Damsels in the Dark" - 1:37 5. "Lily, Henry and the Willow Trees" - 2:45 6. "Yellow Lights" - 2:54 7. "Old Love Haunts Me in the Morning" - 3:07 8. "My Little Lark" - 2:54 9. "In the Time of the Lorry Low" - 3:04 10. "Calico" - 3:30 11. "Horses and Their Kin" - :30 The Saga Of Mayflower May (2005) : http://www.mediafire.com/?5mtimunimlz

2007-04-12T05:22:00.000+04:00

I am useless

I am an empty jar

that is already old or out of fashion

And nobody cares about it

It’s somewhere in the corner of the attic in your old cottage

You don’t use the cottage either

Because you to the golden beaches for summer

Do you see the point now?

But still…

Can u feel it with the water?

Please

And put some wild flowers

No roses

Please

They bite

And they are too snobby for the jar like me

And what happens when the flowers get pale?

You can throw me away with them

I don’t mind

I will breathe their scent for a while

At least

It’s already a paradise for me

What is paradise?

Probably the place we hope that exists

In order to feed our fantasies

Why do we need to have fantasies and in addition, to supply them?

In order to keep our life closer to our dreams

And our ideal world

Is there an ideal world?

Is there anything ideal?

I am not ideal

You are no ideal

She neither

Why do we need an ideal relationship then?

Why do require ideal person beside us?

It’s not fair

So what?

Who cares?

No sense

No idea

Go to sleep

Catch me

2007-04-11T04:06:00.000+04:00

I am lost Like a drop in the ocean I am honest Like birds I am alone Like a sun I am in love Like a sun to earth I am yours Like never before I am jealous Like never ever I am colored Like an Indian Yellow I am gone Like the flushed water in the toilet I am dreaming Like never been awake I am following you Like your scent I am longing for you Like a thirsty fish I am sleeping Like in a lethargy I am old Like lapis I will not be born again Like a phoenix 2:25am Friday, Mar 30